Who Am I?

Today I have not been feeling too well. I have been feeling a bit under the weather. I am not sure if it is a cold or sinus infection. But I have been feeling a lack of physical energy. I've been feeling a bit weak and it feels like my bones and joints are hurting. At one point I feel like this is a bit of an energetic upload. And upload is a source of energy given by the Galactic Federation of Light which normally helps with raising your energy vibrations. Depending upon the situation that is going on. It might be a way to lower your vibrations a little bit it just depends upon the person. I had plans to go to a town called Lewes. To just walk around and see the historic sites. We were probably going to go to a Halloween shop. We also wanted to walk through a store called Tuesday Morning. That is right next to Walmart so we may as well have went into Walmart to. By we I mean my wife and I along with our Spirit family. My spirit family is the deceased human spirits who we have come into contact with. They are the ones that chose to stick around, and not cross over. This is for various reasons, but the most usual reason is because they still want to experience certain aspects of life. These range from kids to certain level of adults. By doing these activities they are participating as well. So I look more forward to doing this stuff more for them rather than myself. With me being sick if I cannot make myself feel better then we might have to reschedule. This is something that we scheduled last week and we have all been looking forward to it. So I am hoping that I feel better.

I have been having so much on my mind lately. I talked about it with my wife the other night. Most of it it's just my thoughts on Humanity as a whole. How it seems like humanity is so distracted. This is by everything such as social media, stuff about celebrities, and just a bunch of other stuff. I just feel like all this distraction is causing Humanity not to awaken as fast as they could. I have also been thinking about how Humanity seems to react to the holidays. For example Black Friday and how people act during that day. The holidays and how it is so commercialized. It's like they would rather act like fools when it comes to buy a gift. This is even how they act when it comes to buying food for the holidays. Sometimes more often than not they go overboard. The holidays are supposed to be about family. Spending time with loved ones. This is whether or not you have gifts or not. For most people who do not have money to really get gifts, they will just decorate and have whatever food that they can afford. Or whatever food they get given to them by donation places. To me I feel like that is the true Spirit of the holiday season. So many people are distracted with the commercial aspect of it. They forget that as long as you are spending time with your loved ones, even if it is just sitting around or watching TV. That is what it is all about. This is also with children nowadays. They want the biggest and the next best thing that is out. A lot of families might not be able to afford it, but they will go through whatever it is to get it. Probably because they want to make their kid happy, and if it takes something so mundane to make your child happy then in my opinion obviously you have raised a spoiled child. In my opinion. Sometimes I feel like you shouldn't even ask your child or anybody for that matter what it is they want for Christmas. It should come from the heart. But it's not. Here lately this has made me feel like I do not even want to celebrate the holidays. I feel like it's not even worth it. I like to decorate and I also like to cook. But The gift-giving part is very overrated. With all the new stuff coming out nowadays, and everybody wanting it, I just feel like it's a waste of money. Everything is priceless until you put a price to it. In my opinion A lot of the stuff that is coming out is not worth the price that they put to it. 

I've also just been thinking about who I am. Really who am I, Dwayne, on a spiritual level who am I. I know what I have learned so far my life. I know what I have been told so far in my life. This is about my connections with the Norse gods and goddesses. The Greek gods and goddesses as well. I have also been told that I am somehow connected with what is called the green men. But that part right there is for another blog post. I have also been contemplating what I have done in past lives. Lately I have been doubting it. I've just been thinking did I really do that and am I really this person whom I have come to feel like I was.But that is just more due to the restrictions of being what I was then too being in this lifetime now. I feel very restricted in this current and carnation. I feel restricted in this lifetime. This is because I have not incarnated on Earth in an extremely long time. My soul is used to life elsewhere. Stuff that maybe I was able to do then I cannot do in this lifetime, and it is making me think why? Like why is it so hard to harness those powers and abilities that I once had in a past life and other incarnations. Why is it so hard for me to harness those powers and abilities to use in this lifetime? Especially if it can be used to help people, and I believe it could. That's basically everything I talked about with my wife. I have not brought these questions up to my Spirit guides and my soul group. I feel like it is because I want to search for my own answers. This is why I tried to spend a portion of my day meditating. When I lay down in the middle of the day I tried to meditate but I often fall asleep. Sometimes I don't remember anything, even if I have unlocked some answers to questions I would not remember them. So who am I really? My name is Dwayne Elliott and I was born on April 30th. I am a Taurus and an Earth Element. I love the outdoors and nature. I was born in New Jersey and moved to Sussex County Delaware when I was 8 years old and I have been here since then. I love living near the water and love living near nature. I am a Greenman and Shaman in heart.